Today I was tested in more ways than one. It’s tough pushing your body to it’s physical limit every day, especially while trying to keep a smile on your face during the rough parts. I feel like I’m forced to be so many things, but I can’t be emotional when something doesn’t go right in my sport or at practice. It’s been a rough season so far. I’ve been battling through injuries and struggling with my mind telling me to rest of take some time off while I feel like I don’t deserve it. Things that I would have never craved in the past are becoming more appealing, and things that I had previously fallen in love with and cherished for years can no longer seem to keep me inspired.